My last post was in January, and since then:
SCHOOL IS FREAKING OUT.
I ordered a ukulele.
I cleaned my room.
I got better at guitar.
And so much more.
But since January, I've almost become a new person.
I have no idea who I am, and I'm strangely okay with that.
I'm trying out different (but still original) personalities that work for me, and currently, I'm in bohemian-hippie mode, and I think this may be the one.
But I also discovered that I would love to drive a motorcycle for a vehicle when I'm older.
So maybe I should go dark and mysterious. And sort of bad. You should know that I'm a total sweetheart and could never be bad, so my idea of bad is this:
Me: Can I go to the bathroom?
Teacher: I don't know, can you?
Me: Actually, when I was using 'can,' I was using it in its secondary model form as a verbal modifier asking for permission, as opposed to expressing an ability.
Teacher=TOLD.
Me=still not bad and still a dork
I probably couldn't be bad anyways, as leather makes me immensely uncomfortable.
I'll stick with hippie.
As for my future, I only know one thing for sure.
I'M LEAVING THIS DANG MIDWEST FOR COLLEGE AND I'M NEVER COMING BACK.
Well, maybe I'll come back.
But never to this city.
I hate this city.
I think it's really weird how when I started blogging at the beginning of this year, I was freaking insane.
Or insane compared to how I am now.
I was uptight and shy and got annoyed of myself continuously.
Now, I am who I am, and I didn't ask you to like me, so if you don't, keep it to yourself.
And have a nice day while you're at it. :)
Me=STILL not bad.
Yeah, dark and mysterious/bad just isn't working out.
I don't even know why I'm trying to put a label on myself.
*EPIPHANY*
I DON'T NEED A LABEL.
I'M FREAKING ME, Y'ALL!
Have a good day now. <3
xo,
Emelia
