I Don't Know Who I am, I Just Know the Facts.

My last post was in January, and since then:
SCHOOL IS FREAKING OUT.
I ordered a ukulele.
I cleaned my room.
I got better at guitar.
And so much more.

But since January, I've almost become a new person.
I have no idea who I am, and I'm strangely okay with that.
I'm trying out different (but still original) personalities that work for me, and currently, I'm in bohemian-hippie mode, and I think this may be the one.
But I also discovered that I would love to drive a motorcycle for a vehicle when I'm older.
So maybe I should go dark and mysterious. And sort of bad. You should know that I'm a total sweetheart and could never be bad, so my idea of bad is this:
Me: Can I go to the bathroom?
Teacher: I don't know, can you?
Me: Actually, when I was using 'can,' I was using it in its secondary model form as a verbal modifier asking for permission, as opposed to expressing an ability.
Teacher=TOLD.
Me=still not bad and still a dork
I probably couldn't be bad anyways, as leather makes me immensely uncomfortable.
I'll stick with hippie.
As for my future, I only know one thing for sure.
I'M LEAVING THIS DANG MIDWEST FOR COLLEGE AND I'M NEVER COMING BACK.
Well, maybe I'll come back.
But never to this city.
I hate this city.
I think it's really weird how when I started blogging at the beginning of this year, I was freaking insane.
Or insane compared to how I am now.
I was uptight and shy and got annoyed of myself continuously.
Now, I am who I am, and I didn't ask you to like me, so if you don't, keep it to yourself.
And have a nice day while you're at it. :)
Me=STILL not bad.
Yeah, dark and mysterious/bad just isn't working out.
I don't even know why I'm trying to put a label on myself.
*EPIPHANY*
I DON'T NEED A LABEL.
I'M FREAKING ME, Y'ALL!

Have a good day now. <3

xo,
Emelia

Airport Breakdowns.

So as we were flying home from Hawaii today..
I sort of had a mental breakdown.
We landed in Minneapolis after a 7 hour flight from Honolulu and stopped at a Caribou Coffee on the way to our next gate, and I decided that, in my breakdown stupor, all I needed from life was a fruit cup.

I was quite pitiful at 6:00 in the morning, wearing a XXXXXXXXXL Dave & Busters sweatshhirt and also large sweatpants. I bought the fruit cup, and a small Campfire Mocha, but before I even touched the mocha, I devoured the entire fruit cup.

We got to our gate, and I laid on the ground and put my hood up and my legs on the wall. You could say I was a bit loopy from all the Dramamine I had taken. I was just so happy that I had a fruit cup that I just wanted to lay there and look at the fruit cup on the ceiling. (There was not actually a fruit cup on the ceiling, I was just in breakdown stupor mode) When we boarded our flight home, I'm certain I was not walking straight and I was giggling at everything. I sat in my window seat, and passed out all the way home. I'm probably not going to take Dramamine for awhile.

JERSEY SHOOOOOOOOOOOORRRE!!!!!

Hey.... I realize my last post was in 2010, and its now 2011.
I procrastinate a lot.
I'm on vacation in Hawaii right now, and today we went surfing.
surffffffffiinnnnnn uuussaaaaaaa
and I for sure stood up and balanced for a complete 20 seconds once. The water was about 3-4 feet deep with a coral reef bottom that was quite sharp, and every time I fell off my surf board, I cut my feet up really bad. :( paaaaainnnfffullll!
We've also been snorkeling, shopping, eating, drinking non-alcoholic beverages, peeing, GTL-ing, partying... AND WATCHING JERSEY SHORE.
JERSEY. SHORE.
I love this show.
Let us take a moment to pay our respects to the Jersey Shore crew.
...........................
Moment over.
Anyways, I'm enjoying the sunshine and sand a lot. Except for when the sand gets into places it shouldn't be. Like in my bathing suit bottoms. Or all up in my ears. I have to hear with those.
Speaking of hearing, I've been listening to a lot of music lately.. and here's what I do with my iPod.
Music>Albums>SpeakNow>Shuffle>Sleep Button
I think Taylor Swift's most recent album, entitled Speak Now, is her best yet.
I love ittttttttttttttttttaaaaa.
That was a nice segue made by me..
Speaking of segue's, I'd like to go on a Segway tour.
Also a good segue.
ssseeeeggueeee
Yes. AnyHOOOOOOOO, Queen Latifah is pretty cool..
sseeemmiiiicooolllooonnn;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;
There is sand in my nose.